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this is damn sad lah
zhisheng is not really bloggin much now.
what's he thinking?

well...
my new post in 18th comm,
requires a lot of planning.
doesn't it.
haven't really got to it yet.
still trying to get back into terms with work
i guess in the end, studies do matter

but i read in the newspapers today about a doctor who got more Cs then As in his years at NUS Medicine. But he is awarded the LKY scholarship to do his MBA.
He's Singhealth director by the way.
but his school life is so illustrious.
this guy manages to represent school for running,
involve in plays and volunteer work and much more.

i mean, his involvement is much more than mine.
so why am i complaining?
just that one thing in the article struck me.
"to get the most of NUS life"
well... i'm inspired.
i shall do just that.
for all you know... i might just start wushu again.
but i'll definitely be having more than just studies now
and i will achieve a balance.
i believe i can.

mind over body.

finally stepped down as 17th comm publicity director.
now i'm officially 18th comm vice president for psychology.

of cos, i duno wat all that means yet.
i dun wana think to think too far out into the future.
it is somewhere i would have to plan properly,
but not now.

do i regret not being president?
i dun think so.
i know i have the potential, but if i am not happy about it,
if i have not planned enough to take over it.
why bother.

i dun wish to be the best, or the most prominent,
just that i am happy with my life.
that's enough.
i'm driven, by desires to win
but for some things in life, i just need to be contented.

thanks for everyone's support.
and it's time to start work.
and it's time to work smartly.

let's leave it to the future first.
will talk more about our gruelling internal election again.

Blogging isn't the same anymore.
for me

i dun write any more useful stuff.
it has been complains.
and updates

so what's the use of a blog now to me?
well, looks like i'll be taking a blogging break soon

SWAPS 17th Comm is over.
18th awaits.

I'm still wondering whether i made the right decision to stay on.
becos i figure out that i won't much of a life then.
The fateful AGM,
where it marks the end of 17th comm,
does seem to be kind of sad too.
i mean, yah, people you have worked with for 1 year.
the working relationship comes to an end.
i will particularly miss working with you people: Javen, Shiyun, Yvonne, Joanna, Verm.
i miss the time we spend together, probably not those times at work.
but of cos now that the working relationship has ended,
we might see each other lesser.
do crowd around more ok?

i dun think i have given my all yet for SWAPS.
there's more i can do, which i choose not to do.
but then again, there's already so much extra i have done.
shall take one step at a time.